LaB wOrk...

Friday, December 14, 2007 at 12/14/2007 11:36:00 PM
Dugaan ms blajar ni mmg byk..lagi2 da nk abis nih...mcm2 dtg..huhu...hmm..Kalau ikutkan dr tarikh daftar blajar, sepatutnye abis dlm masa setengah bulan lg. tp disebabkan tesis x abis write up lg, so kene la bertapa kat uitm nih smpi tesis submit..kalu writing jek xpe, ni kene plak ada lab work x siap lg.huhu..mencit xde. Supplier x dpt nk anta..tensennye..isnin lepas kol upm ty ada ke x, diorg kata ada, hepi la skit sbb ada, xde la nk cr tmpt lain takut byk sgt lak..alih2 kol pagi nih, kata xde lak..ya Allah, hanya Dia jer tau mcm mn perasaan ms tuh..x tau nk kata apa..diorg kata ada tp berat x cukup, kene tunggu 3 minggu lg nk dptkn berat yg nak..tarik nafas pjg la..huhu..pastu try la kol um, kak alaina, dia plak kata br jek org uitm mtk mencit pagi td suma skali plak tuh…huhuhu…mengeluh pjg lg..mmg dugaan betul la..skrg nih mmg duk mengharap kat en. shalizam jek lg..kalu dia ble anta next week, target nk siapkn sebelum bln 1 thn depan tercapai la..tp kalu dia kata “x dpt nk anta la shida”…mmg kene tunggu upm la…jwbnye smpi thn depan la lab work br siap..hmm…mmg arini xde mood betul la..tp buat2 ada mood..apapun…kene teruskan gak perjuangan ni demi mendapatkan segulung ijazah..eceh..

p/s: arini papa wong blanja mkn kat Manhattan Fish, Subang Parade sempena nk smbt new year, kak jaya kawen, mai dpt baby, raya yg da sbln berlalu, raya haji, raya cina, krismas…kesimpulannye byk la mkn2 ni nk celebrate…senang buat skali gus jek..

...YouR gRaVitaTiOn...

Thursday, November 29, 2007 at 11/29/2007 07:20:00 AM
ni lagu citer anime jepun...someone translate it for me...thanks abe...:)...sj nk letak dlm blog nih, menghargai ssh payah abe menterjemahkn ke bhs yg difahami...hehe...:)...nnt i bg coklat ek blanja u...:)...

Locked right in the depth of my eye
the flock of star are dancing
the from my dream saying good luck now on
don't be scared to get hurt
it's okey just to be who you are

vibrating rythm breath taking melody
this time you are making me
ah so serius

I place place my prayer on a shooting star
surpassing the past or future
hope to reach you always
shining shining moonlight
when I'm feeling down always
I'll be thinking of you
wherever you are, even when we are apart
it will reach me your gravitation

what left inside of me
the flock of time are singing
Good luck in taking good care of your precious memory
don't ever forget to believe
That I love you for who you are..

in my open eyes are over flowed with feeling
you are making my movement
ah changed all together

I place place my prayer on a shooting star
just like all the stars
to be connected to you always
shining shining moonlight
when I feeling good always
I'll be thinking of you
even for 1 minute, even for 1 second
I want to be with you your gravitation

I place place my prayer on a shooting star
surpassing the past or future
hope to reach you always
shining shining moonlight
when I'm feeling down always
I'll be thinking of you
wherever you are, even when we are apart
it will reach me your gravitation

NicKelbAck - FaR AwAy...

Monday, November 26, 2007 at 11/26/2007 05:22:00 AM
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees,
I'll askLast chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

bLanK...:(

Sunday, November 25, 2007 at 11/25/2007 12:04:00 PM

huhuh...duduk umah kat shalam ingt ble menulis..tp since morning i dont write anything...sitting in front of my Dell but just tgk page words yg kosong dan x tulis pape...tensennyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....nape jd gini..bl x dpt tulis tu mula la main game, pastu surf intenet..n buat bende2 x berfaedah...ble jd bengong kalu gini sokmo...org lain da maju ke depan,but me still kat situ lg...huhuhu....Ya Allah, bantula hamba mu ini...hmmm...

....keNaNgaN tEriNdaH....

Thursday, November 22, 2007 at 11/22/2007 09:16:00 AM
hmm...for almost 3 months x update blog nih..serius bz sgt..writting..writting..writting...smpi nk termuntah da...huhu...hmm..i have so many things to tell but just dont know where to start..hmm..so, let the pic tell...:)








RamAdHan...

Wednesday, September 12, 2007 at 9/12/2007 12:09:00 AM
act this card sepatutnye di post be4 raya...since i am too bz (konon...) x sempat, but still wanna semakkn my blog...hehe.. date this blog is updated is 24/11/07...:p...tp nk letak gak tarikh b4 raya...xpe ek...:)...so bg yg x received my card last raya, ni la rupenye kad comey ku (kengkonon abis berteknologi la nih....:D)...

My AgE n CharActeR...

Tuesday, August 21, 2007 at 8/21/2007 01:38:00 AM
arini a bit sedey sbbnye rats yg diinduced last 2 weeks x diabetic. the symptoms are there but dont know where is the problem and they didnt show it on the glucose strips..:(..inila bende2 yg perlu dihadapi dlm dunia penyelidikan..kengkadang jadi, kengkadang x..so perlu byk bersabar n usaha lg...HUAITIN SHAHIDA!!!!(motivate diri sendiri..huhu)...

td bukak email n got this one email on "age & character calculation"..:D...

My Age
Age in years: 24.37
Age in months: 292
Age in days: 8894
Age in hours: 213464
Age in minutes: 12807846
Age in seconds: 768470733
Age in Milli seconds: 76847073285
Age in weeks: 62260
You born on : Friday


My Character
APRIL
* Active and dynamic
* Decisive and hateful but tends to regret
* Attractive and affectionate to oneself
* Strong mentality
* Loves attention
* Diplomatic
* Consoling
* Friendly and solves people's problems
* Brave and fearless
* Adventurous
* Loving and caring
* Suave and generous
* Emotional
* Revengeful
* Aggressive
* Hasty
* Good memory
* Moving
* Motivate oneself and the others
* Sickness usually of the head and chest
* Easily get too jealous

p/s: some of the characters are right n some are not..i guess???hehe...you tell me...:)

mY sChedUle

Friday, August 17, 2007 at 8/17/2007 11:30:00 AM
Khamis (16/08/2007)

6.30 am: bgn solat..kemas umah apa yg patut..

8.00 am: all the cute little kids arrived...4 all of them..dgn pampers yg berat sumanye..huhu

8.30 am: mandikan sorg2 n pakaikn baju..mmg mencabar gak la..sbbnye b4 this there will be 2 of us yg handle budak2 nih but today mak sakit kaki, bila start keje, mas ada trial exam, yang boys lak xkn nk suruh diorg lak pakaikn bj budak2 tu..kalu boy gak xpe la..huhu..

9.30 am: sediakan sarapan..masak bihun goreng..mak purposely rendam bihun tu lama skit, bg lembut..katanye, senang budak2 tu makan..(bestnye bile mak n abah puji sedap...sambil mata kelip2..:D)..pastu bagi budak2 tu makan..seleranye tgk diorg mkn..:)..

10.00 am: bersiap2 nak pi wedding Nisa, my schoolmate..(hmm...pelik sbb buat ari Khamis..but apapun, i'm happy for her)...

10.30 am: dapat tgk Nisa diijabkabulkan dgn pilihan atinye..wan..if i am not mistaken his name..huhu..she looks so lovely that day and both of them macam 'pinang dibelah 2 gitu'...congratulation to both of them..:)..aritu jumpe blk kwn2 sekolah lama yg da bertahun2 x jumpe..masing2 da ada agenda sendiri.seronok sgt sbb dpt jumpe diorg suma..:)

Nisa & Wan


My schoolmates...:)...

12.30 pm: balik umah..bersedia nak masak lunch lak..simple2 jek..sayur kobis goreng n ikan goreng..simple gile..hehe..asal ble mkn ok la...:)..kasi mkn budak2 tuh pastu layan kerenah diorg..fun la..:D.esp the smallest n favourite one.."MOST WANTED" atau nama lainnye...SARA..hehe..


4.30 pm: mandi kan budak2 tu sebelum diorg blk..kasi wangi skit..:)...Mas da blk sek..so she helped me dressed them..senang skit..xde la kelam kabut..hehe..

5.00 pm: tdokan bdk2 tuh...

6.30 pm: tgk citer manja...:D..parents budak2 tu datang amik anak2 diorg..selesaila sudah keje tuk arini..

Kesimpulan dr cerita di atas...mmg susahla buat keje umah nih.memenatkan.dgn erti kata lain, hargailah ibu anda..lagi2 yg perlu bekerja n jaga anak..though my mom just jd baby sitter, tp nk handle budak2 kecik bkn senang kalu x kene caranye..mmg tough la..but ktorg suma da rapat ngan budak2 tu, so x la ssh sgt..tp apapun bkn senang nk jd seorg surirumah tangga nih. u have to be ready dr sudut mental dan fizikal..kalu x, ble jadi tongkang pecah umah tu..huhu.. experience today makes me appreciate my mom even more and i am very thankful to her cause manage to take care all of us well..:)

TeSt daY n BesDay Dr. WoNg

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 at 8/01/2007 07:54:00 PM
Test day today..yeaa…(ttb berkerut dahi kurang pasti sama ada suka ke x..huhu). agak lama gak tinggalkan bidang tikus nih…eceh..x la lama sgt pun tp lama gak la.but today is a bit diff for me coz I use rats instead of mice.new experience but since the day I saw yanie n her rats, I know I CAN’T deal with rats..huhu..so as the solution, I asked Mr. Hannan to help me inducing the STZ to the rats..thanks hannan..spttnye start kul 10 tp sbb hannan ada hal so dia dtg lmbt skit.so I asked arif to help me.and we managed to induced 3 rats..:).after hannan smpi, dia pun smbg...this is my biggest prob which I don’t like waiting n don’t like people to wait for me..hmm..terukkn.kalu tunggu dlm 10 ke 15 minit xpe..tp kalu lelebey tu, mula la rs nk marah..huhu..(padahal sgtla nk mtk tlg org tu..buruknye perangai..huhu)..bila org tunggu lak, rs yg amat bersalah tuh..kengkadang, rs bersalah tu ble bw smpi 1 ari..x tau la naper gini..maybe this is the ‘kekurangan’ of me.maybe I need to change this attitude.(perlu ke ubah??maybe it’s not that bad, maybe I just need to be more patient)..suma org ada kelebihan n kekurangan masing2 n this is one of my kekurangan..huhu.


Arini gak we celebrate our papa Wong's birthday. suma org ditugaskan tuk bw mknn masing2 dr umah. And I was assigned to make pudding n fruit cocktails. memang byk la mknnnye..hmm.best2..unfortunately, disbbkn xde camera yg ble tgkp gmbr mknn2 tuh suma..so x ble la nk uploadkn skrg..kene tunggu amik dr org yg py camera.hehe..anyway, hepi besday dr wong..belated actually..

conGraTulatiOns fRenz....

Tuesday, July 31, 2007 at 7/31/2007 10:36:00 AM
hmm...2 3 bln kebelakangan ni byk tul kenduri kahwin yg kene dihadiri..last saturday i attend 1 engagement ceremony and 1 wedding ceremony. both of the ceremony was really beautiful. i am happy for them. both of them are a good frenz to me. we know since secondary school and now, diorg dah mula menuju ke satu kehidupan baru yg lebih mencabar…as a wife, mother, daughter in law, daughter n so on. But, wat eva I pray the best for both of you my dearest frenz..hope you will live happily till the end of ur life time…as for me, still waiting for the right person to end this single life..hehe..hmm…who could that be??? Apapun, I’ll pray so that I can end up my life with the one that love me n I love him…insyaAllah..:)..


Farhana n her partner..can i say i forgot wat his name is..huhu..ni pertunangan jek br tp cam da nk nikah..hehe..al maklumla the only daughter.her mom was really excited..so she wanted this to be something yg memorable...hmm..sygnye mak dia..:D

shifa n kamal..congrats u guys..both of you look like 'pinang dibelah 2'..eceh...;D
P/s: ramai kawan2 da kawen pun susah gak.huhu..bukan apa, mak asik duk ty, bila lagi korang punye turn…n the same answer.. ‘rilek la mak’, ‘kalu ada jodoh x kemana mak’, ‘nak cari duit dulu mak’..blablabla..huhu.padahal dlm ati ni pun ada terpikir gak bab2 nih.tipu la kalu kata x pikir..hmm….:)..(sambil tgn letak bwh dagu..yanie 2006)



KereTA ku...:)

Tuesday, July 17, 2007 at 7/17/2007 01:22:00 PM
setelah sekian lama menyepi..akhirnye dpt gak tulis blk dlm blog nih..huhu..i've been very bz lately..with my research work, hoping that i can finish by june..but unfortunately, x berjaya la plak..sedey sungguh..huhu...tp nk buat gane la kn..nama pun research..not everything will be smoothly work as we planned..hmm..penat pun ada sebenarnye.x sbr nk abis kn master nih pastu keje plak..

arini, really hepi coz akhirnye dpt baiki kete kesygn ku yg hampir nk nazak tu.huhu..(x la nazak sgt, just luv to exaggerate..hehe).alhamdulillah..wpun kene RM 400, but i am really satisfied with their work (the mechanic)..thanks to them n to a fren..:)..lama da nk baiki, tp almaklum la, poket tgh kosong..huhu..ni br msk scholarship, 1st thing baiki kete..hehe..da byk berjasa kete tu..hmm...a fren of mine told me to be more alert with my car..kalu ada rosak jek, cepat2 pi betulkn...kalu x the same thing will happen..my RM will fly away dgn byknye..huhu...but kalu duit tu pergi pd tmpt sepatutnye xpe je kot...huhu..anyway i'll take note..thanks..:)

this is my little cute car...comel x..cam tuan dia kn..hehe..cik nie kalu bc nih mesti termuntah2...huhu..

ngaNtukNye...

Thursday, May 24, 2007 at 5/24/2007 03:00:00 PM
tepat jam 12 pm..i am still at the lab..huhu..kengkonon cam rajin sgt la tuh..tgh cuba menyiapkan keje.kalu ikutkn ati mmg nk balik.tp siapkn gak la.lgpun midah pun ada.xde la takut sgt.kalu sorg,dh lama chow..hehe.ttb terfikir, camne agaknye sstgh student tu spend ms tido sekejap je.diorg ble buat keje x ingt dunia, masa tdo, makan, bersosial suma lari..(ni bg yg berdedikasi)..kagum sgt..if sy, ntah la.x ble ooo..huhu..gerenti penin, xpun sakit..maybe sbb bdn ni dh terlalu dimanjakn kot.tmbhan lak excercise pun kureng..mmg x ble py le..=D..hopefully sok ble bgn awl la..n subuh pun bkn subuh gajah..huhu..bkn ble,penat skit jek..tp tdo cam dh x tdo 2 3 hari..huhu..

woRdS..=)

Tuesday, May 01, 2007 at 5/01/2007 01:39:00 AM
new words for today..=)..this morning i sent my sis to her work place and while we were on the way she gave me 5 new diff words which i never heard before..huhu..and i want to share it with you especially for those who are just like me...who never heard any of these words be4..=D..

perplex
- confuse; stump; puzzle; confound; baffle
- keliru; bingung

negate
- undo; work against; counteract; reverse; contradict
- menafikan

fabricate
- make; manufacture; produce; construct; formulate; put together; formulate
- membuat; membina

confiscate
- take away; remove; impound; seize; appropriate
- rampas

conspicuous
- obvious, noticeable, clear, prominent, evident, eye-catching
- jelas

"life is a learning process and you'll learn a new diff things everyday"

pULau InDah..

Saturday, April 28, 2007 at 4/28/2007 09:31:00 AM
MEMANCING..selalunye dikaitkan dengan SABAR, TABAH, HAYATI & BOSAN (for those yg x suka memancing)...truth is, i admire those yg suka memancing coz diorg mesti sgt sabar n tabah..to wait for the fish to eat the bait, really take times.it can even reach untill 1 hour (ye ke??)..sometimes, for those that unlucky, they will get rubbish rather than fish..huhu..so, ia hanya sesuai untuk yang gemar memancing jek..for those yg x gemar, it's better for u guys not to go..huhu..me, who never experience fishing, yesterday, went to pulau indah with frenz from chem engine+pharmacy..=)..n one thing that i discover bout myself is...i dont like fishing..=)..i'm not that patient (bad thing bout me)..huhu..but though i dont like fishing, i like taking picture wif midah's cam..hehe
sebelum bertolak...gi ngan kete miey..=)

this where all the people who loved to fish can try their luck..=)

5 of us...from the left..kak midah, me, midah, miey n jaja

us with the fish..kecik jek..huhu

woRdS for TodAy

at 4/28/2007 07:03:00 AM

hePpY beSdaY faRul

Friday, April 27, 2007 at 4/27/2007 06:24:00 PM
ni my fren ms kat sek men dulu...namanye FARUL AZLAN..=) (jambu air kan dia nih..haha)...today is his besday..HAPPY BESDAY FARUL...dia, pi'e n farhana adlh member2 yg aku rapat dr sek smpi sekarang..alhamdlillah..act the credit should go to farul n pi'e coz deme ni la yg x jemu2 ty kabar aku..huhu..thanks guys..hmm..today farul dh join my club '24 yrs old club'..hehe...n waitin' for farhana n pi'e plak..=D..
to farul...i hope Allah will always bless u n i'll always pray that u will success in wateva u r doing n u will meet someone that will make ur life happier..=D..insyaAllah..
p/s: he is still single n available..for those who r interested can contact me...haha..

9 weeks..

Monday, April 23, 2007 at 4/23/2007 09:36:00 PM
I just finish one big part of my research (hmm..can i say it as a big part...i think yeah..huhu), chronic study..alhamdulillah..after 9 weeks of struggling, praying that it will last..and I am grateful, at last the day had come.:p..hopefully same goes to the other part of my research..i hope I can finish my lab work within these 2, 3 months..insyaAllah..=)..semoga dapat menghabiskan master nih ngan cemerlang..amin..=)…for the other master students, I hope we all can finish our studies within times…=D

menGisi MasA laPanG..=)

Thursday, April 19, 2007 at 4/19/2007 08:14:00 PM
1. Name one person who made you smile today.
~ abg Zaffar py lawak
2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
~ eat my jagung
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
~ chatting with a fren
4. What is something that happened to you in 2007?
~ bad, good or wat..so manyak la5. What is the last thing you said aloud?~ I don’t like people call me shid!!!
6. How many different things did you drink today?
~ 3- mineral water, tea n Nescafe.
7. What color is your hairbrush?
~ brown
8. What was the last thing you bought?
~ Nescafe ice + fried noodles
9. What was the last gift you received for your birthday?
~ watch, cute lit’ bear + ferrero rocher, pic frame, spongebob =D..K dah
10. What color is your front door?
~ gombak=choc, S.A=cream
11. Where do you keep your change?
~ my small purse
12. What was the weather like today?
~ hot
13. What is the best ice cream flavor?
~ chocolate+vanilla
14. What is something you are excited about?
~ to finish my Ma
15. When was the last rainbow you saw?
~ last month…here in uitm…sygnye xde camera (hazrina, 2007)
16. What size shoe do you wear?
~ 5
17. Are you very random?
~ hmm…
18. Do you want to cut your hair?
~ yup
19. Are you ticklish?
~ sometimes
20. Are you typically a jealous person?
~ maybe
21. What was the last thing someone said to you?
~ sabar je la…
22. What did the last text message you received say?
~ooo my god…I didn’t received any text msg today..huhu
23. Do you chew on your straws?
~ don’t say it as chew la…just gigit skit jek…huhu..x elokkn.
24. Do you have curly hair?
~ cannot say
25. What is the next concert you're going to?
~ never
26. Who is the shittiest person in your life?
~ nobody..
27. How many times have you swore today?
~ 0
28. What is something you say a lot?
~ ……
29. What is the last thing you ate?
~mee goreng…laparnye sekarang..huhu.
30. Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko"?
~ never heard be4..huhu
31. Do you have work tomorrow?
~yup
32. Is marriage in your future?
~ definitely
33. When was the last time you said "I love you."?
~bl ek????
34. What should you be doing right now?
~writing a paper…huhu
35. Do you have a nickname?
~ shida…ida…
36. Are you a heavy sleeper?
~ sometimes.
37. What is the best movie(s) you've seen in the past two weeks?
~ xde arrr
38. Is there anyone you like right now?
~I don’t know
39. When was the last time you did the dishes?
~this morning
40. Are you currently depressed?
~ agak la
41. Did you cry today?
yesterday yup…uwaaaa..ntah pape ntah

Took it from me-ailyeyanie…kind of interesting plak..=D

sedey!!!!

at 4/19/2007 09:50:00 AM
arini dimulakan dengan baik...tapi diakhiri dengan keadaan yg menyedihkan + geram...huhu..act, sepatutnye xde la sedih sgt, tapi..rs geram sgt...uwaaaa...

pagi2 lagi dh smpi lab, posekn tikus.berniat nk buat test mlm nih..tp compound skit sgt, ada cuma nk test to make sure it is the same compound like be4..so gunakan la satu instrument ni nk test whether it is pure or not..dh start test semalam lg..just set the instrument then leave it..so dia bekerja semalamn..so pagi td around 8.30 am gi la cek, ok lg..tgh run..so biar je la sbb ada bbp jam lg..smbg la buat keje lain..kul 3++ pm td..ingt nk ttp la sbb dh settle..smpi je kat lab, ble plak ada yg 'bijak' sgt tlg ttpkn...huhuhu..tgh run dia ble ttp..yg plg geram tuh dia ttp pagi2 lg..lepas aku cek tu ada la dlm 45 to 1 hour..dia dh ttp..huhu..Ya Allah..berikan la aku kesabaran..kononnye alat tu bising, sbb ada org nk buat penerangan..so dia ttp la..wat a stupid excuse!!! tuhan je tau panasnye bl dia ckp camtu.aaaaaa...dia ada mulut, tanya la..sapa run alat tuh, ni main sedap tgn dia jek ttp..huhu...so..end up i cant do my test..bg je la tikus tu mkn balik..huhu..dugaan2..tp serius marah+geram+sedey lg!!!!!! Ya Allah jauhkn la aku dr sifat pemarah + membenci ini..amin..

moral of the story..
1. jgn lengah2kn keje (mcm xde kene mengene jek ngan cerita dia atas, but act, if i dont delay my work, i mean, if i do it earlier, maybe something like this will never happen..so the mistake act started from me)...huhu..
2. bersabar itu sebahagian drp iman..

p/s: xde mood nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............

giRls = aPpleS..=D

Wednesday, April 18, 2007 at 4/18/2007 10:40:00 PM
Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the grounds that aren’t as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them. They think, they just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree and pick them.

-mE beSdaY...=)

Wednesday, April 11, 2007 at 4/11/2007 04:50:00 AM
last sunday, 8th April 2007, aku dengan selamatnye diisytiharkn berumur 24 thn.. huhu..cepatnye ms berjalan. sedey sbnrnye sbb x dpt nk celebrate ngan family sbb ada keje nk kene buat kat S.A. tp nk buat camne, this is about my future gak..so 1st thing 1st..besday celebration still ble buat bile2..=)..yesterday, frenz from chem engine do like small party to celebrate our birthday, miey, mira(I guess her name..from chem engine), newly born baby and me.=D..thanks a lot..appreciate it very much..for those who gave me presents and wished me, thank you very much..=D..thanks sbb ingt. that's the most important..=D


ni adiah yg dpt dr kwn2..thanks a lot u guys..=D..and a birthday wish also to miey (my twin), fitra n eya (frens from 2ndary school)..

p/s: duit dah masukkkk....yeaaa...alhamdulillah..=D

'HarInI'

Friday, April 06, 2007 at 4/06/2007 05:01:00 AM
ari yg penuh dugaan..huhu..pagi2 lagi dh selsema.kalu tersumbat jek xpe lg, ni jenis yg mengalir dgn laju skali...dh la nk buat test tikus.igt dh xnk buat, tp sbb penat duk posekn mlm tuh, so teruskn je la.bayangkan la, dgn hidung yg selsema, buat keje dgn tikus..mmg menguji kesabaran & kebersihan..dah plak tu, boleh dalam masa 1 year and 3 months i've been working with mice, x penah kene gigit ngan tikus..ble plak ari yg tgh antibodi x kuat, kene gigit ngan tikus...uwaaaaa..sakit oooo..but at least rasala camne tikus gigit..sakit la..huhu...sbbkn takut, terus gi clinic after finish doing my work..then doc pun bagi la berjenis2 ubat...antibiotik, vitamin C, ubat selesema and anti-tetanus injection sbg langkah berjaga2..alhamdulillah, by the evening ok dah..=D..usually bila sakit, selalu pikir maybe i had done something wrong, so Allah wanted to punish me..huhuhu.. apapun alhamdulillah, dah sihat dah..lama x kene selsema cam gitu..huhu..

-reNunGan-...=D

Friday, March 30, 2007 at 3/30/2007 09:23:00 AM
"Jika memancing ikan.... setelah ikan itu terlekat di mata kail, hendaklah mengambil terus ikan itu.... janganlah sesekali lepaskan ia semula ke dalam air begitu sahaja.... kerana ia akan sakit oleh kerana bisanya ketajaman mata kail dan mungkin ia akan menderita selagi ia masih hidup"

Begitulah juga setelah kita memberi banyak pengharapan kepada seseorang... setelah ia mula menyayangi kite, hendaklah kita menjaga hatinya.... janganlah sesekali terus meninggalkannya begitu sahaja.... kerana dia akan terluka oleh kenangan bersama kita dan mungkin tidak dapat melupakan segalanya selagi dia mengingati kita....

"Jika menadah air biarlah berpada, jangan terlalu mengharap pada takungannya dan janganlah menganggap ia begitu teguh.... cukuplah sekadar keperluanmu.... Apabila sekali ia retak.... tentu sukar untuk menampalnya semula.... akhirnya ia dibuang.... sedangkan jika cuba membaikinya mungkin ia masih boleh digunakan lagi.... "

Begitu juga jika kt memiliki seseorang terima lah seadanya.... Janganlah terlalu mengaguminya dan janganlah menganggapnya begitu istimewa.... anggaplah dia manusia biasa. Apabila sekali dia melakukan kesilapan bukan mudah bagi kt untuk menerimanya.... akhirnya kecewa meninggalkannya. Sedangkan jika kt memaafkannya boleh jadi hubungan kt akan berterusan hingga ke akhirnya....

"Jika memiliki sepinggan nasi... yang pasti baik untuk diri. Mengenyangkan. Berkhasiat. Mengapa berlengah, cuba mencari makanan yang lain.. Terlalu ingin mengejar kelazatan. Kelak, nasi itu akan basi dan tidak boleh memakannya. pasti akan menyesal."

Begitu juga jika kt telah bertemu dengan seorang insan..... yang pasti membawa kebaikan kepada diri. Menyayangi kt. Mengasihi kt. Mengapa berlengah, cuba membandingkannya dengan yang lain. mencari kesempurnaan... Kelak, akan kehilangannya apabila dia menjadi milik orang lain, kt juga yang akan menyesal.....

sometimes, kt ni bersikap terlalu memilih..slalu nk yg perfect, perfect tu, perfect ni..the truth is..nobody is perfect..

hepPi BesDay 'AbE'

Wednesday, March 28, 2007 at 3/28/2007 07:30:00 AM
,"Anda tidak dapat menggembirakan semua orang dengan harta benda. Oleh itu, gembirakanla mereka dengan senyuman berseri, ikhlas dan luhur"
(Maksud Hadith)


..to ABE @ HILMI....happy birthday..selamat panjang umur..semoga murah rezki..n abis blaja dengan cemerlang..=D..


dia ni member ms kat matrix KMNS dulu. sempat kenal sebulan jek, pastu dia gi smbg blaja kat Ambang Asuhan Jepun UM. sekarang dh selamat dh kat Jepun..till now, dh almost 6 yrs ktorg x jumpa, but we still contact dlm YM..tu pun skrg dh jarang2 (dulu pun jarang2 gak..hehe) sbb masing2 bz..huhu..ms kat matrix dulu dia ni terkenal ngan kenakalannye, kalu kat dlm dewan kuliah tu, dia la yg bising skali..hehe..ada org panggil dia botak sbb dia botak dulu, tp skrg dh ada rambut dh..hehe..he used to cal me otai, dont know for wat reason..smpi most boys yg kenal panggil otai gak, melekat la nama tu even dia dh xde..huhu..mula2 rs geram gak tp dh lama tu biar je la..=D..the reason cerita pasal dia ni sbb today is his birthday..so just nk wish dia heppy besday.. ok..see you bl blk mesia nnt...=D..take care.

...loVe & maRriaGe...

Monday, March 26, 2007 at 3/26/2007 04:00:00 AM


...CINTA secara ISLAM hanya satu iaitu PERKAHWINAN...

...CINTA berlaku setelah IJAB KABUL...

...Itulah CINTA KUDUS...

..CINTA yang BERMARUAH..BUKAN MURAHAN..

...Inilah KEMULIAAN AGAMA kita, ISLAM...


Apabila Islam melarang sesuatu perkara, tentu ia digantikan dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik..Jika ia melarang cinta antara lelaki dan perempuan sebelum kahwin, ia membawa sesuatu sebagai ganti yang lebih baik iaitu perkahwinan.


...Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W "Tidak ada yang lebih patut bagi dua orang yang saling mencintaikecuali nikah" (Riwayat Ibnu Majah)...


...Cinta adalah maruah manusia...

HepPy BesDay mY loVely siS....

Friday, March 23, 2007 at 3/23/2007 06:59:00 AM

this is my eldest sister, Noor Shahizan Ajmi (we use to call her Yan or kak long)..act she is the only eldest sis I have.=)..hmm. today, 22nd March 2007 is her 25th birthday. 25 yrs old, an appropriate age for her to settle down with ‘someone’ (who that could be???)..hehe..i know there is someone..but who is it???hmm…can’t think that someday she will be getting married and have kids…haha…maybe coz we are just 1 year diff..hmm..anyway, whoever that will be, I hope he’ll be the ‘one’ that my sis want or even better….insyaAllah…amin..

it seems like yesterday we (me, yan and ila) were playing stupid games together, scolded by mom coz mess up the house with the crayon dust, arguing about some stupid belongings, talking about funny stuff and so many other things that we had been doing all these past years. and now she is 25.hmm..it show how fast the time pass away and leave all the good and bad memories behind without ever thinking to look back. i mean, the memories will always remain in our heart but to be at that time again. huhu. impossible huh. now what we can do is looking forward and build another memories. but though she is 25 and I am going to be 24 soon, and nabila’s (other sis) going to be 22..we are still the same. till now, when we get together, with mom, dad, Muhammad, mas n abg zaffar, we can chat the whole night. sometimes talking about the same things repeatedly. Hehe .especially when mom tell about her story, her experiences…we love to hear it..=D..

ok la..hope that Allah will always bless you sis…love you..=)

p/s: a birthday wish also to my school fren, sharifah nafisa@shifa.. Selamat menjadi tue..i’ll be joining ur club next month..hehe..miss you n hope can see u soon..take care ok…


also want to wish her congratulation..hehe..dh ckp dh cuma x wish dlm blog...one more thing, xpe ek kt amik gmbr awk..hehe..ok..daaa

- PosT-gRad BowLinG gaMe -

Wednesday, March 21, 2007 at 3/21/2007 12:18:00 PM


Congratulation to the organizer for this activity who had put a lot of effort in organizing this game...n this credit go to yanie n zab..congrats2..we can put it as successful, though not all of the post-grad students manage to come, but those who came, we did have a really great time…here I put some of the pic on that day...wish we can do this again n all of the post-grad students can join…apa org kata…the more the merrier..hehe

woRds for toDay

Monday, March 12, 2007 at 3/12/2007 06:55:00 PM
.....kekuatan tidak datang dari kemampuan fizikal,
tetapi dari semangat yang tidak pernah mengalah......

waStiNg tIme

at 3/12/2007 05:12:00 PM
amik dr my 'enemy'..hehe...

1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LAST EX IF YOU COULD?
I can’t say never coz we just don’t know wat is there in the future…

2.WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
now..im not wearing a shirt..but ‘baju kurung kedah’…choc colour..=)

3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST
haha…wat a question..

4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS LIST?
hmm..maybe..

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
65 % of them..ye ke??

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
5 or 6..insyaAllah

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP?
with who?? Of course I have a good relationship with everyone…I think so..=)

8. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE NOW?
never think abut that..

9. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
nauzubillah..

10. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
hmm..celebrate it wif my beloved family

11. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
7 am

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?
struggle to finish up compiling results…ive send it already…yeaaa

14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
no!

15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
finish my MA. Cant wait!!!!!same2 la waduk….hehe

16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
yesterday.

17. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
my self-confidence..i wanna be more confidence like my sis…hmm..

18. IF YOU HAD 250,000 DOLLARS...WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
have to list it now…hehe

19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
still a student…cant wait to get a job…

20. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
who is Tom??haha…

21. SONG THAT YOU COULD RELATE TO?
do we need a song to relate to someone??huhu…nahhhh

22. LAST THING YOU ATE?
biskut TIGER…=D

23. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTHs?
all months…no exception

24. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
none.

25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?
tudung Ty…thanks

26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
no one.

27. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
currently….Yahoo

28. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
Dr. Wong

29. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD?
hmm…

30. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
is that best fren would do the same for me??? Nahhh…don’t think so

31. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?
watermelon juice

32. HAVE YOU BEEN TO EUROPE?
not yet…someday…insyaAllah

33. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
regret..coz I didn’t get to forgive or try to be fren wif that person back…huhu..

BeaUty + WoMen = ???

Sunday, March 04, 2007 at 3/04/2007 01:16:00 PM
Apabila si gadis dipuji dengan kata-kata, "you ni cantiklah", maka akan menguntumlah sebutir senyuman dibibirnya dan berbungalah hatinya. Tersipu-sipulah ia. siapa yang tidak seronok bila dikatakan cantik, lawa dan menawan? Begitulah resam manusia, seronok bila dipuji kecewa bila dikeji.

Tetapi lain halnya bagi si mukmin yang merasa dirinya miskin dengan Tuhannya. Terasa kerdil tatkala berhadapan dengan pujian dan sanjungan manusia. Wanita yang cantik selalu ditimpa 'perasan' kerana sedar dirinya punya kelebihan. Kata orang, wanita cantik banyak mahunya. Diri rasa bangga, seisi dunia mahu digenggamnya.

Kalau ia seorang gadis dirinya sanggup menjadi tukaran dengan wang yang beribu. Ada pula yang rela menjadi andartu. Hidup liar bak merpati, senang didekat dan ditangkap lari.

Jika ia seorang isteri yang sedar dan bangga dengan kecantikkannya maka suamilah yang menjadi mangsa. Si suami selalu melutut dan kalah dengan kehendak dan karenahnya.

Lebih malang jika si suami pula suka akan kecantikan isterinya. Ia menyayangi isteri atas dasar kecantikannya. Jadilah suami laksana lembu yang dicucuk hidungnya. Ke mana diarah di situlah perginya, alangkah dayusnya dia. Si isteri yang cantik rupawan akan merajuk dan meragam seandai kemahuannya tidak tercapai, mengugut,merajuk hendak balik kampung atau minta cerai. Alangkah indahnya jika si isteri tadi, kecantikannya digunakan untuk meniup semangat jihad ke lubuk hati suaminya.

Ketahuilah, keutamaan dan nilai diri seorang wanita sama ada cantik atau tidak adalah pada akhlaknya. Kalau ia seorang isteri, ketaatannya pada suami adalah akhlak yang indah.

Wanita yang cantik tetapi tidak berbudi pekerti tinggi, lebih-lebih lagi isteri yang cantik yang derhaka pada suami adalah ibarat bunga raya. Cantik warnanya harumnya tiada. Sebaliknya wanita yang tidak cantik tetapi berakhlak mulia, taat suaminya, sentiasa mencari keredhaanNya, ibarat bunga cempaka. Tiada rupa tetapi harumnya memikat jiwa. Antara bunga raya dan bunga cempaka pastilah cempaka diminati orang. Kasihan si bunga raya, tidak dijual atau dipakai orang.

Ibarat gadis murahan yang mempertontonkan kecantikan. Konon nanti ada yang berkenan tetapi tidak sedar diri jadi mainan. Wanita yang tidak cantik pula jika tidak berakhlak akan meyakitkan hati dan mata. Ibarat bunga yang tidak cantik tidak pula harum dan wangi. Maka tiadalah apa-apa tarikan dan keindahan padanya.

Usah bangga dan usah pula risau akan paras rupa untuk merebut kasih sayang manusia. Tetapi marilah berlumba-lumba untuk menjadi wanita yang bertaqwa dan berakhlak mulia. Sesungguhnya Allah swt Maha Adil... Nescaya disayangi Allah serta makhluk- makhlukNya.

Seharusnya diri yang dikurniakan Allah dengan nikmat kecantikan sentiasa resah jiwanya. Bukan kerana takut luput kurniaan itu dari dirinya. Bukan jua kerana ada yang iri hati dan mahu menganiayai atau menandingi kejelitaannya. Resah adalah kerana menghitung-hitung pahala- pahala yang tinggal akibat pujian dan sanjungan manusia yang bakal menjerumuskan dirinya ke jurang neraka. Mengira-ngira bagaimana untuk meruntuhkan gunung mazmumah akibat dari kecantikan diri yang dijulang bagaikan mahkota. Apalagi jika kecantikan itu hidangan setiap insan, cantik indah tetapi hina terdedah. Menjadi mainan nafsu dan syaitan.

Bersyukur dengan segala nikmat Tuhan. Baik buruk, cantik hodoh itu adalah pemberiNya. Yang berwajah cantik atau hodoh sama-sama perlukan persediaan. Akan tiba saatnya jua dimana yang berwajah cantik indah dikerumuni oleh cacing dan ditimbusi tanah di liang lahad yang gelap lagi sunyi. Tatkala itu bersandinglah manusia dengan kematian. Apakah baru di kala itu mahu diucapkan nikmat iman dan Islam itulah sebenar2 nikmat?

.............semoga Allah sentiasa memberi petunjuk kepada kita ke jalan yang diredhaiNya...amin............

=(

Thursday, March 01, 2007 at 3/01/2007 04:32:00 AM
seday!!! huhu..arini rs down sgt. x tau la sbb semalam menyebabkn arini rs down ke, or mmg dh stress pastu bl berlaku sst yg trigger that stress to explode out so jd lebih tesion + seday..ntah la. but today im not in a good mood!! =(...i rather keep my mouth shut or else i will hurt someone's feelings...=(.

QuOte for tOdAy

Wednesday, February 28, 2007 at 2/28/2007 09:00:00 AM
"Silence is the true friend that never betrays"
-Conficius-

spOnGe bOb..=D

Thursday, February 22, 2007 at 2/22/2007 10:30:00 AM
cute x??? lebih comel sbb diberi oleh org..hehe..=D..
mr spongebob ni diberi oleh cik midah..thanx sesgt..i thought im gonna buy it myself because i really like it, but tunggu dulu sbb tgh kopak skrg..tetb, cik midah bg plak..katanye adiah sempena besday bulan 4 nnt..hahaha..teharunye..suke sesgt..=D

i like this cartoon character..mr spongebob square pants. 1st time tgk citer dia, x suka. rs mcm menyampah jek..hehe..tp lepas tertgk satu citer dia, about dia msk burger yg sedap, terus suka tgk. citer2 dia suma kelakar n ada mesej disebalik tu..menarik la kesimpulannya (i'm really bad in explaining things..huhu)

tetb rs gambar ni mcm tgh buat promosi..'belilah spongebob square pants, ia berada di pasaran'..haha..tp x kesah, nk gak gmbr ngan mr spongebob nih..hehe..x penah suka apa2 karakter kartun tp spongebob ni berjaya menambat ati ini..hehe..poyo plak rs..anyway again, thanks a lot hamidah..=D..

fuTsAl =D

Wednesday, February 14, 2007 at 2/14/2007 08:01:00 AM

11 Feb 2007 = sunday, tercatat la sejarah bagi post-grad stdnt yg dah lama mengidamkan utk bermain futsal..hehe..act, we were never been invited by the people who organize this event, but then kak nana, our lovely sis (puji skit..hehe) invite us to join her team (staff). so tertunai la hajat ktorg nk merasa main futsal..ye ke??for me yup, i dont know about others..hehe. disbbkn 'pandai' sgt main so, suma org pun main suma posisi.haha..mmg klakar..but it was fun, tiring n memorable..=D

This was our 1st game..we call our team geng pink..haha..comel x??mcm geli pun ada gak..surprisingly, dr choo pun turun padang gak..our cool but straight supervisor..hehe..she played all positions..striker, defend even goalkeeper..me myself didnt played that position too.huhu..cayala dr choo.the funny part is that our 1st game we lost 7 -1 with undergrad stdnt..kuang3x..gilernye 'terer'..haha..mmg klakar.dh la penuh keliling gelanggang org bg sokongan..maklumla, geng ngan lec, jd tumpuan la..spttnye menang ni x..haha..tp ok gak..x berpengalaman lgsg pun kurang2 dpt pecah telur..haha..
our 2nd and 3rd game...1-1 n 5-1..haha.suma pun ada pecah telur.xde la malu sgt.for the 1st time, ia adalah satu progress yg baik. =D..but that's not the important part.memories that we brought back is the best part..i really enjoy the game though it was tiring..hehe.. hopefully there will be next time..=D...

p/s: akibat dr bermain yg bersungguh2, kaki ku sakit x ingt tuh..smpi ke arini x ilang lagi. nk naik tangga pun mcm nk naik bukit. punye la seksa..huhu..ni la natijahnye bila 'rajin' sgt pegi bersenam =D....


KaGum!!! =D

Saturday, February 10, 2007 at 2/10/2007 12:23:00 AM
to be the first one coming to the lab is impossible to me n ms yanie.hehe..but today, I manage to be the first one coming to the lab. i dont know about yanie coz we are not in the same lab, but i think she also just as same as me.hehe..yg paling x sangka tuh, sampai jam 7.30 am n we arrived before hazrina!!haha..kagum2x..act the reason we have to come early these few days becoz we need to share 1 bathroom with 7 others housemate..huhu..but this is a good practice for me as I am gonna work one day and I cant just do thing with my own way..hmm..ok..I need to be extra-hardworking today as I want to finish my study ASAP..gambate!!! =D

ePi beSdaY hAzriNa!!!!

Saturday, February 03, 2007 at 2/03/2007 12:33:00 PM
selamat panjang umur mektok!!! hazrina, the smallest among us (me, midah n yanie), but the oldest..haha. i hope that u will succeed in ur life, meet with someone that will treasure u n care for u and the other way around, and also good luck!!! semoga Allah panjangkan umur awak..k. smile always..=D.

inTrO n LitEratuRe ReviEw..

Thursday, February 01, 2007 at 2/01/2007 06:00:00 AM
Almost 1 week duk mengadap kertas2 yg dinamakan journal, mengadap laptop kesygn, x cukup tido, mkn x menentu demi mnyiapkan introduction n literature review for my thesis. dah naik bengong dah kepala. huhu..actually, it is a good thing to do your intro n lit rev earlier. this will make ur writting easier in the future. kita ingt, keje kt yg paling byk, tu nk kene buat, ni nk kene buat, act ada org yg lebih byk nk kene buat (to waduk...xpe awk, aja-aja!!) hehe..kira bersyukur la dgn apa yg diberi..=).this is what we call 'student life' rite. if nk relex jek, baik x yah blajar.huhu..if u want the best, u need to work towards it..apa org kata "usaha tangga kejayaan". ms jd student ni la kt nak enjoy kehidupan sbg seorang pelajar. bl dh keje nnt there is no more stdnt life. sometimes it even tougher. someone told me before...Dalam tempoh menyiapkan intro n lit rev ni, ada plak org yg suka membebel kat aku..huhu..act dia care sbg seorg kwn..tp bile ingtkn balik, mmg kelakar..anyway thanx la Bad sbb byk benor ingtkn aku..hehe..one more thing, thanx bg kek tu kat aku.aku mkn kul 3.30 am sambil menonton prison break 14..mesti ko terharukn???hahaha...

p/s: kalu ikutkan dah x byk ms dah..ada 11 bln je lagi tuk habiskan Msc ni.huhu..takut pun ada..bole ke grad dgn cemerlang nih?? hmm..insyaAllah..=D.

kWn Sek rEn ku..;D

Thursday, January 25, 2007 at 1/25/2007 10:07:00 AM
contact again with someone that u have not been seen for almost 12 years is one of the good thing happen in life.;D..i just happen to contact again one of my schoolmate when i was in primary school..his name is Badrul Hisham ;D...

ingatan tentang Mr. Badrul ni x byk sbb bkn rapat pun.mmg ms sekolah dulu, x rapat ngan budak2 lelaki.so x byk la memory yg ble di kongsi dgn dia nih.but there are 2 things that make me remember him..one, he used to make me fell until my knee bleed n two, he was a very shy kind of person.hahaha..he said that he is not like that anymore (shy guy) but i don't really trust him.sorry bad..in my whole life, i never met with guys that is too shy like mr. bad..tahap kepenyeganan dia ni melampaui batas2 seorang lelaki.haha..gurau jek.tp dia ni penyegan la.tp mengikut Badrul 2007, dia dh menjadi lebih normal.dia dh x pemalu seperti dulu kala.dia dh pandai bergaul dgn manusia sejagat dan lebih 'matured'..haha..ok la bad, aku caya ckp ko.huhu (nada bersimpati)..

actually, after few times chatting and talking with mr. bad thru the phone, he seems to change a lot..maybe ms dulu x penah berkwn ngan dia, so i just know that he is shy.maybe sbnrnye dia ni normal jek.huhu.dia nih sgt la byk berckp.suka mengenakn org.n kuat ingatan dia nih.jgn la ckp x tentu hala, dia ingatnye.suka berterus-terang (kata dia).haha..xmo la puji lebey2, kembang x ingt nnt.anyway, seronok dpt jumpa kengkwn lama blk.hope dpt jumpa suma kwn2 masa kat 6A12 dulu.;D..

That's all for today..selamat berkwn blk kwn lama...:).

kUey teOw maK

Tuesday, January 23, 2007 at 1/23/2007 06:57:00 AM
hi blog, today kiter happy sangat sbb mak masak kuey teow pagi tadi, one of my fav food..;D. suppose mak nk msk semalm, tp sbb ada nasi lebih mlm td, so tukar plan buat nasi goreng plak, pastu ingt nk goreng petang, mknn tengah hari byk lagi, so x mo la membazir..so x jadik lagi..huhu..pastu before tido mak suruh kejutkn kul 5.30 pg..ty la nk buat apa??mak ckp nk goreng kuey teow..hehe..seronoknye..spatutnye, tolong la mak..potong2 apa yg patut, tp x sempat sbb barang ada x kemas lg, baju x gosok..huhu..sorry mak sbb x dpt tolong..tp mak msk mmg best la..rs nak nangis bile mkn..haha..

Itu la mskn seorg ibu yg ikhlas dr hati demi nk bg anak2 mkn sebelum keluar menjalani hari yg baru dengan baik..huhu..terharu sgt.bila fikir balik, mampu ke kiter ni nk jadi ibu kepada anak2 dengan baik??hmm..byk tanggungjawab, byk dugaan. bkn senang la kesimpulannye.. mmg kena bersedia yg betul2 bersedia tu br ble jd mak..huhu..mampuke??bersedia ke aku nih??hmm...

apapun, pagi ni, ktorg suma, anak2 mak, kiter, yan, illa, muhammad n mas suma kuar dgn ati seronok n perut yg kenyang.;D..sbb dpt mkn kuey teow mak yg best..hehe..for me, xde org yg ble msk kuey teow yg lebey best dr mak...hehe..suma org pun sama, mak masing2 py masakan is the best la...

ok..that's all for today...i am really happy coz i start my day today with something that i like n someone that i really love make it...;D..thanx a lot mak for ur kuey teow!!! love u a lot!!!

SelaMat PanJaNg uMur MAK!!!

Friday, January 19, 2007 at 1/19/2007 12:31:00 AM

Epi besday to U x 2, Epi besday to MAK, Epi besday to U!!! selamat ari lahir n selamat panjang umur mak..dh separuh abad dh..hehe..U are the most beloved mom in the world..i am really thankful n greatful that U are my mom....love u so much..=D..

seKaDar RenuNgan

Friday, January 12, 2007 at 1/12/2007 07:41:00 AM
RASULULLAH saw bersabda maksudnya: "Wahai manusia, sampaikanlah salam, berikanlah makan dan solatlah pada waktu malam ketika orang lain sedang tidur, maka kamu akan masuk syurga."

Sabdanya lagi: "Sesungguhnya dalam syurga itu ada kenikmatan yang belum pernah dilihat oleh mata, belum pernah dibayangkan hati manusia."

Lalu bertanya sahabat: "Ya Rasulullah, untuk siapakah itu?" Sabda Rasulullah: "Ia bagi orang yang menyampaikan salam, bagi orang memberikan makan, bagi orang yang selalu berpuasa, bagi orang yang mengerjakan solat malam ketika orang lain sedang tidur."

Bertanya sahabat: "Siapakah orang yang kuat mengerjakan semua itu, ya Rasulullah?" Sabda Rasulullah lagi: "Akan aku terangkan kepada kamu semua. Mereka ialah:-

* Barang siapa bertemu dengan saudaranya (semua orang Islam) dan memberikan salam kepadanya, sesungguhnya dia telah menyiarkan salam.

* Barang siapa memberi makan ahli keluarga/ anak isterinya hingga kenyang, maka sesungguhnya dia telah memberi makan.

* Barang siapa berpuasa pada Ramadan, kemudian berpuasa enam hari Syawal (kecuali 1 Syawal), bererti dia sentiasa berpuasa.

* Barang siapa solat Isyak dan Subuh berjemaah, sesungguhnya dia mengerjakan solat malam ketika orang lain sedang tidur."

Ibnu Abbas berkata: "Sesungguhnya iblis menangis, sewaktu seseorang mukmin itu bersalam dan dia mengeluh, aduh celaka, kedua-dua mukmin itu tidak berpisah melainkan diampuni dosanya."

woRdS of WisDoM...

at 1/12/2007 04:55:00 AM

"If we want to change a situation, we first have to change ourselves. To change ourselves effectively, we first have to change our perceptions"

p/s: 11/01/2007...cantiknye tarikh hari ni. hope today also will be full with beautiful things to be remembered as it date...=D

CiNTa TaNPa SYaRaT

Thursday, January 11, 2007 at 1/11/2007 07:40:00 AM
Dan hendaklah engkau merendah diri kepada keduanya kerana belas kasihan dan kasih sayangmu, dan doakanlah (untuk mereka, dengan berkata): "Wahai Tuhanku! Cucurilah rahmat kepada mereka berdua sebagaimana mereka telah mencurahkan kasih sayangnya memelihara dan mendidikku semasa kecil." (Al-Israa' 17: 24)

"Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosaku, ampunkan dosa ibu bapaku dan rahmatilah mereka dengan kasih sayang-Mu, sebagaimana mereka menyayangiku ketika diriku masih kecil".

Mengapakah apabila kita merintih keampunan dari Allah, kita kaitkan ia dengan kasih sayang bonda dan ayah semasa masih kecil?

Ayah dan bonda amat mudah memaafkan. Tidak kira apa sahaja karenah anak2, mereka memaafkan seadanya. Mereka menerima kita sebagai anak-anak yang banyak kelemahan dan atas penerimaan itu, mereka mengasihi TANPA SYARAT.

Ayah dan bonda menerima kita atas segala yang ada pada diri ini. Kita taat atau degil, rajin dan culas, senyum atau menjerit, mereka menerima seadanya. Mereka terus menyayangi dan mengasihi tanpa syarat. Mereka tidak pernah memberitahu kita bahawa semua kebaikan yang mereka buat selama ini, mesti dibalas apabila telah dewasa. Kita balas atau tidak, ingat atau lupa, tugas mereka hanyalah membesarkan kita dengan penuh kasih sayang, TANPA SYARAT.

Allah memberikan percikan sifat Rahman dan Rahim untuk makhluk-Nya mengasihi tanpa syarat, hanyalah pada naluri dan hati seorang ibu dan bapa kepada anaknya. Suami mengasihi isteri, sering mengharap balas. Isteri mengasihi suami, kerap juga ada sesuatu yang terselindung di sebaliknya. Apatah lagi jika hanya antara dua sahabat. Sukar untuk dipastikan tulus persahabatan mereka. Bolehkah seorang sahabat memaafkan sahabatnya tanpa syarat? Mungkin ada, tapi sering tiada.

Apa yang pasti, hanya ibu bapa sahaja yang mampu mengasihi anak-anaknya tanpa syarat. Sebab itulah anak-anak tidak mampu membalas kasih itu. Jika seorang anak jatuh sakit, ibu bapa sanggup berjaga malam dan berdoa agar si anak sembuh dan dipanjangkan umur. Namun apabila tiba giliran anak menjaga ibu bapanya, mereka mungkin terus menjaga, tetapi hati mudah berkata, "bilalah orang tua ini nak mati!". Ya Allah, lindungilah aku dari menjadi anak seperti itu.

Anak-anak, jiwanya tidak sebesar ayah dan bonda. Kasihnya kadang-kadang tidak sampai ke makam ayah dan bonda. Namun seorang ibu dan ayah, mampu menahan pedih dan perit membesarkan anak-anaknya. Bukan setahun dua malah majoriti nyawa dan usia. Mereka mampu membelai, mereka mudah memaafkan kita, kerana mereka kasih dan cinta, dengan CINTA TANPA SYARAT.

"Ya Allah, aku lemah, aku banyak dosa. Aku suka mengeluh, aku kerap lalai dan alpa. Ampunkanlah aku ya Allah. Ampunkan diriku dengan pengampunan oleh sifat-Mu yang Maha Pengampun, Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang. Ampun dan kasihanilah aku, mudah-mudahan tanpa banyak hisab, tanpa banyak syarat, sebagaimana ibu bapaku memaafkan aku tanpa syarat, mengasihiku tanpa mengharapkan balasan.

Ampunkan jua mereka, dan limpahkan Rahmah-Mu kepada mereka. Mereka yang mengasihiku tanpa syarat, Kau maafkan mereka dan limpahkan Kasih-sayangMu kepada mereka, tanpa hisab dan syarat...
NAMUN...

Mungkinkah semua itu, Allah kurniakan kepada kita? Siapakah kita untuk meminta pengampunan yang terus tanpa syarat? Malah jika setiap detik hidup dalam sehari itu dihitung, terasa betapa dosa sahaja yang banyak berbekas. Sedangkan tanpa disedari kita banyak meletakkan syarat terhadap Allah. Aku ingat kepada-Mu, dengan syarat aku sudah hilang penyelesaian. Aku sanggup lakukan apa yang Engkau suruh, tetapi selepas aku melihat apa kebaikan yang aku dapat!

Hinanya diriku. Lupa sudah pada hakikat diri sebagai hamba. Hamba yang tidak layak meminta, apatah lagi untuk meletakkan syarat kepada Tuhannya. Astaghfirullah.

Bayangkan, jika Allah mengampunkan kita dengan syarat, binasalah diri ini. Mampukah kita lepas segala syarat itu? Jika Allah syaratkan setiap solatku mesti khusyuk, apakah ada satu solatku yang sampai kepada apa yang Allah syaratkan itu?

Sesungguhnya tidak mungkin kita selamat dengan hanya melihat pada amalan. Melainkan Rahmat Allah itu jualah jawapannya. Dengan kasih sayang-Nya.

Tetapi Rahmat Allah bukan perkara kecil. Ia diminta dengan tawasul kita kepada sifat al-Wahhab Allah SWT.

Allah sebagai Tuhan yang bersifat al-Wahhab bermaksud Yang Maha Memberi. Namun memberi dengan sifat al-Wahhab itu, terkandung di dalamnya lima sifat:

(1) Memberi tanpa meminta apa-apa balasan. Allah, Tuhan yang al-Wahhab itu Maha Kaya, tidak perlu kepada Makhluk. Kerana itulah Allah SWT Memberi dengan sifat-Nya yang al-Wahhab tanpa mengurangkan langsung perbendaharaan-Nya. Percikan sifat al-Wahhab itu Allah limpahkan kepada jiwa ibu bapa kita agar mereka kaya dengan kasih dan sayang. Sayang kepada seorang anak tidak berbeza dengan sayangnya kepada 9 anak yang menyusul kemudian. Anak durhaka, menconteng arang ke muka, mereka masih terus memberi kasih sayang, kerana mereka beroleh kasih sayang Rahmat Allah yang al-Wahhab.

(2) Memberi secara berulang-ulang. Al-Wahhab terus memberi berulang kali, tidak jemu Memberi dan tidak Marah diminta. Percikan sifat inilah yang Allah limpahkan ke jiwa ibu bapa kita. Mintalah susu pada setiap malam di usia kecilmu. Ibu akan bangun meraba dinding mencari cahaya, demi anak yang diberikan hati dan cinta. Dia tidak jemu, bahkan sejurus selepas kita dewasa, diberikannya pula cinta itu kepada adik kecil yang baru menjenguk datang ke hidup duniawi.

(3) Memberi tanpa diminta. Allah SWT Tuhan yang al-Wahhab, memberi tanpa diminta. Hitunglah pada pelbagai yang ada di sekeliling kita. Dia berikan kita wajah yang cantik tanpa kita minta. Dia berikan kita sahabat yang baik, tanpa kita minta dan jangka. Allah itu Maha Memberi dengan sifat-Nya yang al-Wahhab. Sifat inilah yang Allah tanamkan kepada naluri ibu dan bapa. Pelbagai keperluan dan hiasan hidup diberikan tanpa diminta. Ibu mencium dahi, ayah menyapu kepala, semuanya demi sayang mereka kepada kita, sayang yang diberi tanpa diminta.

(4) Memberi sesuatu yang amat berharga. Allah Dia yang al-Wahhab memberi dengan sifat itu perkara-perkara besar yang amat berharga. Dia kurniakan kita dengan sifat al-Wahhab itu, bukanlah hiasan-hiasan dunia yang tidak berharga. Al-Wahhab, dari-Nya datang RAHMAT yang menyelamatkan kita, mengampunkan kita, memelihara kita tanpa menghitung-hitung satu taat dibalas nikmat, satu maksiat dibalas binasa dan kiamat. Peluang demi peluang diberikan. Sehinggalah sampai masa pintu taubat itu Dia tutup atau kita menutupnya sendiri. Semuanya diberikan kerana kita hidup untuk TUJUAN yang besar. Cebis-cebis sifat inilah Allah limpahkan kepada jiwa ibu dan bapa kita. Diberikannya kasih sayang yang tidak mampu diberi walau oleh dua pasangan yang paling bercinta. Kasihnya ibu membawa ke syurga, kasihnya ayah selama-lama. Semuanya diberi agar kita membesar penuh sempurna, menjadi insan yang berjaya dan mulia.

(5) Memberi sesuatu yang baik untuk menghasilkan kebaikan. Allah jua dengan sifat al-Wahhab memberikan pelbagai kebaikan kepada kita, agar dengan kebaikan itu kita sambut dengan syukur dan taat, berupa khidmat kepada sesama insan. Diberikan-Nya kita harta, agar kita bersedekah. Diberikan-Nya kita ilmu agar kita berdakwah. Diberikan-Nya kita pelbagai yang baik, agar dengannya kita berbuat baik.

Kita mohon agar Allah limpahkan Rahmat-Nya kepada kedua ibu bapa kita. Allah memberikan rahmat itu dengan sifat al-Wahhab-Nya. Dengan itu jualah diberikan-Nya ibu dan bapa kita kasih sayang tanpa syarat untuk anak-anak mereka. Dengan itu jualah mudah-mudahan Allah mengasihani kita tanpa syarat, mengampunkan kita tanpa syarat. Kerana syarat Allah terlalu perkasa untuk disahut oleh hamba yang lemah dan kerdil seperti kita.

"Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosaku, ampunkan dosa ibu bapaku dan rahmatilah mereka dengan kasih sayang-Mu, sebagaimana mereka menyayangiku ketika diriku masih kecil".

...mak abah..terima kasih sbb besarkan ktorg dengan sabar dan tabah...insyaAllah ktorg xkan hampakan mak abah...love you both so much...

...someone gave this to me through email...i find it interesting n really touching n want to share with all..thanx kak midah...I really appreciate it n hope you can send me more...

1st ReAcTioN..

Tuesday, January 09, 2007 at 1/09/2007 06:31:00 AM
1st reactions when somebody say these phrases to u ..

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
???

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU.
if someone that i like: =D..is it??
if someone that i don't really like: haha..u must be dreaming...

LEAVE HIM//HER ALREADY. YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME.
haha...banyak la...

COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO.
doing nothing..n just smile

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO
ko ingat aku ni kuli batak ko ke??=D

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU
just smile =) (kalu yg ckp tu org kt suka, berbunga2 la)..=D

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
cause tuesday come after monday..hehe..

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
x pe la...

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
yes...u just mentioned it...hehe

I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU
if someone that i like: blushing..haha
if someone that i don't really like: jgn nk ngarut..

I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU
if someone that i like: =D..is it??
if someone that i don't really like: pusing blkg jenis yg nk muntah..huhu

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST ARENT HIM//HER
if someone that i like: =(
if someone that i don't really like: excuse me...do u think that i ever like u??

NOTHING!
ok!

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
perlu ke???

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE
if someone that i like: ok..though i dont know how..hehe
if someone that i don't really like: sorry...i dont like to dance...

MAY I ESCORT YOU?
if someone that i like: ok..berbunga2 senyum...=D
if someone that i don't really like: xpe la...ble blk sendiri..

DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM//HER TIL NOW?
hmm....nop..

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED
if someone that i like: is it??
if someone that i don't really like: you're not that i want!!!huhu

WHEN WILL I GET UR SWEET EYES?
ermm..sorry, i only have 2 eyes...=p

grab from yanie_gedik!!!

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